66279) I know what happens when I don’t eat. I lose everything, and weight too if I’m lucky. I get the tendency to binge when I starve; I recently figured out I’m not the only one who goes through that. I know that last time I starved, it literally made every single thing worse. I never recovered. I eat, but I still have the mindset of an anorexic/bulimic/EDNOS/I don’t even know anymore. But I don’t think anyone can take me seriously now. I NEVER RECOVERED. I feel so alone. Someone tell me I’m not.